RAMPAGE
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Marriage? NO! Get a girl as in gf.Sup big bro, get myself a girl as in get married? I am now agnostic, not necessarily atheist. Marriage is a problem for me, because here in America you aren't going to get a decent girl without a degree. Their parents won't accept it, and I still have a long way to get my degree. I also honestly don't see myself being able to do that that arranged marriage thing, if something doesn't work out and we split I wouldn't want to remarry someone else. Being in college it's just much easier to go to gf route. That way you have no responsibilities and can split and move on anytime. As far as why I no longer believe, part of it I explained in syria war thread. The other part is simply not compatible with life here and I can't see how something like that is true anymore, my instinct keeps telling me not to believe it.
If someone would've told me a year ago that you'd go agnostic, I would never have believed them. I myself became weary of religion. The extreme behavior of our people played a big part in that. I no longer believe in hadith that do not pass my morality test. Two things keep me from losing all my faith. One being the refusal of my mind to except that there is no creator and the second one is the peace i get from praying, specially reciting Quran.
Sometimes i wonder if the confused state of my faith makes me eligible for being a Muslim. The worst part of it is that you cannot talk about it with someone without fearing judgement or things that are even worse.