My entire family hates India. This is not out of them being hindu or any religion. They massacred many innocent people and my family included. I can,never stop hatibg Indian people. I despise Indians. I despise them for murdering my family. I am a Pakistani but will never hurt an Indian child. I openly despise Indians. I want justice, becausr even after the tears I see in my grandmother's eyes, she never hated Indians. But i hate them. All of them.
Does your grandmother hate Indians with the same intensity that you do? She is perhaps the one who lived through the pain of partition, not you, yet I bet you hate Indians more than she does.
Don't you think she knows the world better than you do?
Perhaps it will not work, but I have decided to give it a try...
"Hatred will kill you more than it will hurt others". Your hatred will kill you a hundred times every moment, and chances are, you will understand it when it is already too late and you are too old.
You are young, and hot blooded, so of course your blood must boil very quickly. But you have no idea what hatred does to your body and mind. After a while, the damage becomes irreversible.
If possible, please do remember, Gandhi and Jinnah did not hate anyone. They were pained by the losses of partition more than any of us. I hope you understand that they were better aware of the situation & right than you are.
In the end, if you won't give up on this hatred, then you become just another example of those countless families where an argument or just one misdeed leads to the deaths of many young ones in the later generations.
Pity, those who actually kill and die are never directly related to the actions that lead to such disasters.