Hello dear sir,
Long time hope you are doing fine
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I never liked the idea of hunting for fun. So when ever I did kill an animal we ate it. But once a leopard attacked us during holidays in India around utarpradesh. One of our friend mr David during the attack got injured not by leopard but by his act.
I shot the leopard and his canine is still key ring to my SUV.
I cherished it but when my baby was born I kind of felt hesitant to pick up the key because may be I was wrong to enter his territory even though what I did was right to survive.
But for start I shouldn't be there.
So does it happen once the war is over and you realise the orders weren't right but u followed to fulfil the duty. But during your retirement when u get time to introspect you regret some decision.