jagjitnatt
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Very nice
I read the ones on the Indiandefence too .. really like the "The beginning of a journey" as it was very similar to how my journey started ....
It was 12th sep 2001, final year of our secondary school ... We were returning to our class after lunch when i first saw her .... that was it ... it was like the missing plane from previous day has landed straight on me .... i don't know how long i was statue there for ... my friends came back from the other end of the corridor to bring me back to the real world ... but fact is i never returned same from that moment ... All my school life, i never thought of having a gf or had any idea that there is such a thing as love ... and now in the final year ...
We left class 5 mins before final bell and stood in front of school gate ... we closed 1 gate so that we don't miss her in a sudden rush ... we were the most senior class so apna bhai raj chalta tha ... i had more than 20 of my friends with me there ... lol that was funny ... and everyone was like .... this one ?? that one ??? may be she ??? ... i was just shaking the head, no no no no no ... finally she came ...
On that day i found out that one of my very close friend and relative whom i was going to and coming back from school for last 2 years was in love with her for quite sometime together with 9 other boys from our school alone, few from where she lived and few from other schools .... Itnee lambi line and no one ever succeeded ... she was from a conservative family, her bros were known bhai log with strong triad links and she was a rajpoot ... im not sure if its a problem with all rajpoots but in their family at least no non-rajpoot was welcome ... her father had recently died and her mother was always in some critical condition ... just few of the problems ...
i kept quite for a month for a lot of very obvious reasons but let's leave that for some other time ... eventually i said, screw everything .... "Ishq mein tere kohe gham sar pe liya jo ho so ho" ....
From best student to the rotten egg of school ... countless fights ... suicide attempt ... the person she hated most ... the person her brother promised to kill and go to jail for life ... misery for my family ... aur pata nahin kya kya ...
But against all odds, she said "Yes" on the very final day of the school ... expectedly i failed in the final year and gave up studies ...
I would go on to loose her after 11 months .. She would be forced into marriage after one and a half year .... but it didn't end there and now in its 10th year, it sill has not ended ..... I guess some stories just never end ....
My apologies for wasting your 5 mins ...
Teenages, aren't they awesome?
And you didn't waste any time. We know a bit about ur story and it truly is fascinating. Its so beautiful, and yet so painful.
If anyone of you've seen me discussing defense, you'll know that I am a sort of a geek. Actually I was a total geek before falling in love with her. All I did was building computers, modding them, tweaking them, studying lots of astrophysics, particle physics, all that science stuff. I dreamt of faster computers, meaner cars, and never thought about girls.
One day, that's all it took for me to turn into a poet, a philosopher, a lover. And now I write poems, can paint a little, create my own music on computers, and love to be socially active.
Such are the powers of love. Simple amazing. Love is the most beautiful thing that happened to me. If not for that, I'd have been talking like Gambit now. All technical, trying to show off my knowledge. But missing the whole point of getting the message across. I am happy I could change, and I am happy I am with her. I wish it stays that way forever.
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