I never said I was a warmonger. See, this is how you civvies see us Grunts.
I was a soldier, I do a job, that job is to fight. I don't need to like war, I don't need to like politics, I don't need to like whatever happened in war, but the fact is that I do two things only, and I did it good. That's killing people and surviving.
I don't see how moral or immoral about killing people in war, don't forget, they are shooting at me too. I kill to do my job, and my job is to led my guys in war, it's not like I pick up a rifle and fired it into a crowd of innocent people.
If you ask me, do I like war? I don't, but if you ask me do I think war is necessary? Yes I do, war will not stop just because I love peace, war will and always happen when there are more than 2 people, 2 parties and 2 countries. What I feel does not matter, what I did matters. For me, that's my choice. Not that I like it, or don't like it. That's just what it was.
You want to know what more immoral than killing in war? That's sitting there and do nothing but watch.
PTSD? Well, I tried to kill myself once, does that count??.......