Yes, always blame ourselves as if the Russians have gone above and beyond to help Pakistan.
At every single turn, Russians have rebuffed Pakistan. Beyond setting up the Pakistan Steel Mills in the 70s in Karachi and selling 3 Mi-8 Helicopters to Pakistan, Russia has not budged an inch in their support for India nor have they ever supported Pakistan in any meaningful way.
Your constant claims of "regime change" don't change the fact that IK was not going to spring any surprises for Pakistan with Russia.
So this new-found love for Russia needs to be put in the bucket that it deserves, which is "inconsequential" for Pakistan. China, US, EU, Turkey are far more important for Pakistan and they remain our focus.
Also, before all the credit is taken up by PTI for this "outreach to Russia", this has been tried multiple times since the end of Soviet-Afghan war including in NS and BB's tenures. Each time, Russians told Pakistan "you are not important enough for us". So who are we kidding with this sudden, new-found love for Russia just because IK wanted to flip the birdie towards the Americans to please his domestic base? Khan sahib was suggesting we derail our two largest trade partners EU/US to please the Russians on the eve of Russian invasion of Ukraine. I cannot fault IK for the timing of his visit, but the overall disconnect with our largest trading partners in his tenure was a major reason for the reset.