i'm not weird , i just don't know how to act around people , i get stressed out and sometimes do stupid things , but most of the time i'm a sane decent man , maybe that's why i don't get any? cause girls like dishonest psychotic people?
A friendly advice. It's a bad idea to make such threads on a public forum (military forum too that is) and if you are writing from Iran I imagine. You should talk about those issues with family or friends of your age (male ones obviously) and they will guide you.
If what you say is correct then you will obviously have a mother or sisters that have asked you questions about marriage and women 100's of times at least this is common across the entire ME in your situation. So speaking with them would not be a bad idea.
Other than that then there are 3-4 billion women out there of all sizes, colors, characters, backgrounds so there should be room for you too and anyone else. Speaking about this on the internet is not going to change anything. You need action.
Besides in your age I suggest that you marry already and preferably a girl that is less experienced here in life (this depends on your own experience and whether you need guidance there) and younger than you.
But that is your decision.
P.S: I just think that you sometimes come off as strange in some of your posts. For instance posting random women out of nowhere and strange comments. But hey that's just me, I don't know you personally obviously.
P.P.S.:
Going to prostitutes is really, really desperate I would say. If you are that desperate then better start a real relationship and see what happens from there on.
