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Why me my Lord!!!!

I suffer from depression and anxiety. I had an ugly fight with my parents and relatives. My parents forcefully admitted to a rehab. 10 guys from the rehab came to my home and forced me into a medical van. They even tied my legs and hands. I was humiliated in front of my neighbours. I was made to feel like a freak. The first night at rehab they chained my hands and legs to the iron cot with no bed. I yelled and screamed when I felt like taking a piss. But no one came. I had to piss myself.

The rehab owner were real psychopaths. One of the partner of the Rehab told me and my parents that I had bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. The guy was not even a psychologist or psychiatrist. He was an engineer. I was given strong anti psychotics and schizophrenia drugs. Even after getting out of the rehab I was made to follow their prescribed drugs. The drugs made me numb. I had strong suicidal urges. The only reason I didn't kill myself is because I am a coward.

Rehabs in India are a scam. A rich wife who was cheating on her Husband, admitted her husband to the rehab. To keep him locked for life. A cop's son who murdered an innocent person under the influence of alcohol was admitted to this rehab. His copper father wanted to show the courts that he was suffering from mental illness even before the assault took place. An elderly person who was unwanted by his family was admitted to this rehab.

I can go on and on. But let me conclude rehabs are scam in India. If you are suffering from mental illness, no one can really help you. My psychologist yawned when I was narrating my sad story. The psychiatrists only prescribe harmful drugs. Your family see you as a burden. Your friends are busy with their lives and stop caring.

What users have said about anti depressants is totally true. It totally killed my libido and erections.

Don't know about the op. But I am not trolling.
You go to mental hospital and wards for severe mental illnesses, and not to rehab. A psychiatrist only prescribes meds if the treatment outweighs the side-effects. In your case, you were simply wronged.
 
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You have a really twisted state of mind.

“ I fought against 3 countries while traveling that wearing a mask is against my religion and only you are my protector”

Such statements are ridiculous and nothing to do with Islam. Today is the 10th day of COVID in my household and it ran rampant without slowing down in my family because we all got together for a funeral and one old man while coughing refused to wear the mask. Why get God involved in our sown stupidities???

Also unless we understand what happened to you this entire monologue makes no sense .

Overemphasis on predestination and fatalism/determinism leads to reduced personal responsibility in many/most Muslims. Probably why most Muslim nations aren't doing that splendidly.
 
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One of my favourite works by the famous poet of our nation. The Urdu version is especially exquisite.
No a single comment from Raja.. I hope he is ok.. Else,, I think he just put a debating point and vanish. ;)
2 more Imamat and Shaheen
 
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I gave you a solution to all your problems.

Of course, brother, I agree brother :
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Some gems from this legendary poster
"I'm a big time adulterer. I spend alot of money on sloots"

"As long as I'm alive I have no plans of stopping my ways. I love women too much I'm going to go infront of Allah and say you created me to love women and I only loved your creation. What's so wrong about it."

"I'm a big poondi guy who loves to see women without burqas in the cities. And I also pay women for prostitution. I'm a hypocrite when it comes to women. I want my house females to remain in a parda in society but I don't mind seeing liberals giving free reigns to their women to be "free" in society either"

Adorable 🥰 🤣🤣

All his posts are a disguised attempt at defaming the life of a Muslim. The constant over the top hatred for Hindus, references to jihad and other stuff you mentioned. Like a toolkit has been given.

Though I don't think he is a false flagger because the IP flag is Pakistani (unless he knows how to manipulate it). Clearly a character that has been built to project the Muslim as a cranky sinner and hateful person eager to detonate.

This is the modus operandi of @SuvarnaTeja who seems to have hit a writer's block with the 'I love Muslim men' track and is trying a new strategy.
 
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Everything I did in my life started with your name. No matter the situation I never lost my faith and hope in you. I prayed to you. Never bribed anyone while it was common in my practice. I fed the poor and the needy in your name.
Have never been scared of anyone except you. When the whole world was scared of Corona I was roaming around in public knowing you would protect me. I fought against 3 countries while traveling that wearing a mask is against my religion and only you are my protector. I keep repenting to you no matter what. I fought against my own people to uphold your laws. I read your book the Quran many times. I was good to my parents, siblings, and relatives. I helped out alot of people in your name. I stood up against oppression and didn't differentiate between your people. I even stood tall infront of bullets to go against injustices being done to a women. While my whole village believes they need a waseela to reach you I went to you directly. There are many more things where I kept you as the first priority.

But you took away from me everything in an instant. Why do you do that to your believers. Why do you make this world hell for those who are sincere to you while you give leeway to those who are corrupt, liars and thieves.

I was a man of another magnitude but you have made a mockery of me. You left me neither for this world or the afterlife.
You say you're going to question me on judgement day but I have alot of questions for you as well. You will have to answer them.

I don't know if you are punishing me or putting me through trials. If you are punishing me then I ask for your forgiveness. If you are putting me through a trial, I won't lose my faith in you no matter how bad it gets for me.

You have even outlawed killing myself otherwise I would've done it already. The state isn't waging war on the enemy otherwise I would give my life that way. The state has made it hard for me to reach certain places where I could get killed.
If you dont fix me im gonna have to kms i cant live like this. Hell cant be any worse than what i experience now. :suicide:
Khidmatgar family, servants, place to sleep, lot of good food... I mean whatever is happening with you is because of your own thoughts. And honestly, no much is happening with you, if you give it a second thought.
All you have to do is to organise your thinking pattern, and let go the urge to conquer the world around you.
Handle with care.
 
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Everything I did in my life started with your name. No matter the situation I never lost my faith and hope in you. I prayed to you. Never bribed anyone while it was common in my practice. I fed the poor and the needy in your name.
Have never been scared of anyone except you. When the whole world was scared of Corona I was roaming around in public knowing you would protect me. I fought against 3 countries while traveling that wearing a mask is against my religion and only you are my protector. I keep repenting to you no matter what. I fought against my own people to uphold your laws. I read your book the Quran many times. I was good to my parents, siblings, and relatives. I helped out alot of people in your name. I stood up against oppression and didn't differentiate between your people. I even stood tall infront of bullets to go against injustices being done to a women. While my whole village believes they need a waseela to reach you I went to you directly. There are many more things where I kept you as the first priority.

But you took away from me everything in an instant. Why do you do that to your believers. Why do you make this world hell for those who are sincere to you while you give leeway to those who are corrupt, liars and thieves.

I was a man of another magnitude but you have made a mockery of me. You left me neither for this world or the afterlife.
You say you're going to question me on judgement day but I have alot of questions for you as well. You will have to answer them.

I don't know if you are punishing me or putting me through trials. If you are punishing me then I ask for your forgiveness. If you are putting me through a trial, I won't lose my faith in you no matter how bad it gets for me.

You have even outlawed killing myself otherwise I would've done it already. The state isn't waging war on the enemy otherwise I would give my life that way. The state has made it hard for me to reach certain places where I could get killed.
If you dont fix me im gonna have to kms i cant live like this. Hell cant be any worse than what i experience now. :suicide:

You are doing the worse thing imaginable, complaining and having doubts. The biggest sins.
I always say to my wife, alwasy say Thank You My Lord, never complain. Because we got manythings, for which this world is going crazy, lying, killing, abusing others to get them.
So always remember the blessing rather than things you have not got. That way you will realise how lucky you are that you are giving so many bounties in life.
 
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Everything I did in my life started with your name. No matter the situation I never lost my faith and hope in you. I prayed to you. Never bribed anyone while it was common in my practice. I fed the poor and the needy in your name.
Have never been scared of anyone except you. When the whole world was scared of Corona I was roaming around in public knowing you would protect me. I fought against 3 countries while traveling that wearing a mask is against my religion and only you are my protector. I keep repenting to you no matter what. I fought against my own people to uphold your laws. I read your book the Quran many times. I was good to my parents, siblings, and relatives. I helped out alot of people in your name. I stood up against oppression and didn't differentiate between your people. I even stood tall infront of bullets to go against injustices being done to a women. While my whole village believes they need a waseela to reach you I went to you directly. There are many more things where I kept you as the first priority.

But you took away from me everything in an instant. Why do you do that to your believers. Why do you make this world hell for those who are sincere to you while you give leeway to those who are corrupt, liars and thieves.

I was a man of another magnitude but you have made a mockery of me. You left me neither for this world or the afterlife.
You say you're going to question me on judgement day but I have alot of questions for you as well. You will have to answer them.

I don't know if you are punishing me or putting me through trials. If you are punishing me then I ask for your forgiveness. If you are putting me through a trial, I won't lose my faith in you no matter how bad it gets for me.

You have even outlawed killing myself otherwise I would've done it already. The state isn't waging war on the enemy otherwise I would give my life that way. The state has made it hard for me to reach certain places where I could get killed.
If you dont fix me im gonna have to kms i cant live like this. Hell cant be any worse than what i experience now. :suicide:

“Or do you think that you will enter Paradise while such [trial] has not yet come to you as came to those who passed on before you? They were touched by poverty and hardship and were shaken until [even their] messenger and those who believed with him said: When (will come) the Help of Allah?" Yes! Certainly, the Help of Allah is near!”
 
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Op have you considered eating detergent and drinking bleach?
Not really.

All his posts are a disguised attempt at defaming the life of a Muslim. The constant over the top hatred for Hindus, references to jihad and other stuff you mentioned. Like a toolkit has been given.

Though I don't think he is a false flagger because the IP flag is Pakistani (unless he knows how to manipulate it). Clearly a character that has been built to project the Muslim as a cranky sinner and hateful person eager to detonate.

This is the modus operandi of @SuvarnaTeja who seems to have hit a writer's block with the 'I love Muslim men' track and is trying a new strategy.
I love women and hate the jews and Hindus. That is my character
 
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Not really.


I love women and hate the jews and Hindus. That is my character
May Allah bless you. Raja sahab you are doing just fine. Bs Zara Allah pak ko khush rakha karain. Woh aapko khush rakhyga. Logon pe rehem karain meherbani karain. Allah aap per rehem karyga.
 
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No you are wrong. Psychiatrist gives it seeing the condition of patients. To me he looks like having bipolar disorder and he must be having insomnia so he should go for lorezpam or Ativan to get a sound sleep.

Lorazepam definitely helps me sleep. I mainly take it for anxiety.

So it essentially kills two birds with one stone (for me)
 
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