http://www.hawaii.edu/powerkills/DBG.TAB1.2.GIF
All you gotta do is muster up the courage to type in "cultural revolution" in Google, and you will find the truth about Mao. It is not my logic (actually logic is the universal truth, and therefore should not be the object of a possessive pronoun), it is simply truth recorded in history. Mao killed seven times as many Chinese as the japs did. Despite the victories he has scored, which was not possible without the defection of KMT troops, he is not god as portrayed by CCP, your government. You suffer from what I call the "Bubble" syndrome. Even though you are an expatriate you are afraid to cross the invisible boundaries the CCP has indelibly etched into your psyche, which they are excellent at doing, just like Chiang was before Taiwan truly became democratic. Thus, you live in a bubble that you carry wherever you went, unwittingly blocking out new ideas that could violate the tenets burned into your soul growing up in red china. I would urge you to lose the bubble while you are young, before it is too late.
I noticed the mainlanders like to talk tough, as though you embrace violence, but I bet most of you have never seen violence in your lives. I spent half of my life in Montebello (East Los Angeles), where gangs kill for no reason, and I have lost friends and relatives to senseless violence, and I truly detest it, and I can confidently say those who have experienced violence will not embrace the values of a killer like Mao, unless you are truly evil.