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Past few days I have been feeling down. I do not feel like I have energy to do my hobbies. I can barely do a jog for 2 minutes. I have a situation where I have isolated myself. I don’t have a friend to talk to that can personally understand my issues.
I am tired and I have no motivation to do any activities to relief my self. There is a persistent discomfort that I am feeling every day. The cause of this issue isn’t relationship or similar. I think it is just having no purpose that keeps me motivated. I am missing a thrill in my life which keeps me happy. There is no emotional stimulator or soulful thing in my life. Everything seem so dull.
It probably correlate to my time on the Internet. Which is not too much but I can reduce it. I can back away then what should I do? I don’t want to indulge in impure things.
I am quite upset almost all the time. There is nothing to keep me happy. I don’t want any internet friends because it is regressive & make me less happy. I think I am going to take a step back from this web site and evaluate my situation deeply. I might check in once a day to see a response. Please don’t write any thing long, I don’t want you guys to spend too much time for me.
How about finding Arab girl to make your live more motivated ......
In serious note, I think you are a high achiever person so you dont feel as motivated as other when you do normal live. Depression comes when you see yourselves hopeless to reach your main life ambition.
Depression also comes due to your less appreciation of what you have gotten in term of opportunity and others. I actually get a depression in my second year in university because I dont appreciate what Allah has given to me by giving me university education level, I keep feeling hopeless since all of my other brothers and sisters have successfully entered best state university in Indonesia.
The depression that I got is quite severe that make me lost motivation to study and mess up 1 year in my university where half year was spend at home, I postpone my study about 1 semester after many of my subject get D or F due to my severe depression.
And then come incident that make my health get troubled. After that my focus is just on my health and it make the depression get deeper. After I pray to Allah, I got a dream and suddently in the morning my health issue is disappear. Then I realize that having a good health itself is a kind of Huge Blessing that should make me motivated all the time.
I dont do one pray and asked Allah one time and then the sickness is disappeared in the second day, it needs about 6-9 months constant doa (praying) right after doing 5 times prayers before that miracle happened that was coming after a big man with white robe come in my dream saying he is ordered by Allah and then he grab my body and I felt some kind of electrocuted.
How about doing Jihad mission in economic term ??? Get educated well in US and find job experience and money and then use that experience and money to set up your own business ???
If that do well then you can set up the company in Pakistan or other Muslim countries so that at least you do some meaningful economic contribution to the Muslim world.
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