I live in the past too. I miss the glorious teens when I didn't have a worry in the world. Play video games all day. Bachiyon ka bhi itna lafra nhi tha. Tried once in 8th grade. She was overbooked. Saaray launday usi ke piche. It went on for a mere two weeks where she showed me some attention in return for helping her cheat in the 8th grade finals.
. Chutiya me, fell for it. Anyways, I mustered the courage but in the end, I blanked out. I could only manage to ask her.
drumroll please, what was her zodiac sign and what subjects would she choose in matric.
A train wreck. Next day I felt her friends giggling at me. Being the insecure guy I am, I started hating the idea. In 10th grade, my best friends' sister approached me. Cute, petite girl. I declined for obvious reasons. She was a grade behind me. I'd never talked to her before or anything. I suppose I could thank my 10 grade teacher for that. Very nice lady. One of the only two teachers I ever truly respected (not that I disrespected the others) She loved me like a son and would wax lyrical about me in front of other teachers and in other classes. No cap. I guess that's how that girl found me. Otherwise I am pretty unnoticeable in a group
Anyways, my first crush was my PC. And it's remains to this day. I know, pathetic right?
Abhi bhi meray life goals yehi hn ke one day I'll have made enough that I can sit back and get my Assassins' Creed back on. Lekin aapki baat se lgta he this will never end. 10 years from now, I will be missing today, which I find to be miserable, frankly.
I am still lost. Help me out here. Not a gearhead
Thori se empathy paida karo. Jamahir jitni nahi lekin thori si.