In the repertory of propaganda, this technique that you display, with some amateurish ability, was called 'The Big Lie' by Joszef Goebbels. His theory was that if you repeat a lie often enough and loudly enough, some people will eventually begin to believe it.
So far all that you have done is to describe my methodical dissection of your posts as 'frothing at the mouth'. This is the second time. It hardly matters. As long as people see that you have no adequate response to a suggestion other than to say, like schoolchildren, 'and twice that to you!', it is good enough to serve the purpose of exposing you for the hollow sham that you are.
Quite possibly I am a maniac, or a megalomaniac, or whatever. Since I don't look for anybody to worship me, how does that matter?
The only person to whom it seems to matter is you.
Why, I wonder?