Wrong, I believe in only one TRUTH according to the vedas, and that is death. No matter who you are hindu, muslim, sikh, christian, jew, buddhist, rich, poor, dumb, intelligent anyone...we will all face the same truth and that is Death.
"Ekam sat vipra bahudha vadanti" - Truth is one; people call it in various names. I still remember this quote from a grave "ana toh yehi tha ab tak bhatak raha tha".
You cannot lie about a reality ............. there is no question of truth in case of death. Death is a reality and it cannot be challenged by any lie. This makes any amount of truth believed or spoken about death irrelevant.
So basically your belief in reality is independent of whether lies and truth ............... it will always remains the reality whether one lies to deny it or one accepts it to be truth, so is the case of THE CREATOR ......... a reality whether you deny or accept ........... HE still exists.
Coming to the point of symmetry, order in universe and other stuff, we cant even find the exact position of a moving object, uncertainty principle, what made you believe what we see, feel and think is not chaos ?
Even if its chaos ........... Is it in my control to perceive it as I wish ..... or is it a default inbuilt system that makes me believe it as such? If it's a default inbuilt system (as you implied in case of defining love) then who put that system in me? Why me?
The answer to your reluctance to accept the existence is your feeling of uncertainty, you believe in death as truth because you witnessed it, but you will remain uncertain about a bigger reality than death because you refuse to accept it just by studying the tons of evidence pointing towards its existence.