It becomes very difficult for people such as you and I to relate and connect to a state and nation to which we are emotionally attached and invested, yet from whose philosophy and direction we are repulsed and disconnected from.
In the past, despite being Pakistani and all that entails vis a vis India, I have been an admirer of the Indian political philosophy of being a secular, multicultural nation, if not always of its implementation in practical terms. So it is with a tinge of sadness that , bearing in mind our own national experiences, that I see India going the way it is, knowing that at the stage India is in its Hindufication process, it has already crossed the point of no return.