Saif al-Arab
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I'd rather be an alcoholic than a goat lover haha
Dude, you need help. Trolling on a Pakistani internet forum is not going to solve the issues that you are facing. I noticed long ago that there was something wrong with you. You have basically admitted to being an alcoholic and depressive here.
I'm trying to get rid of the stress/thoughts, going through a difficult time emotionally after a breakup.
But alcohol isn't helping at all just for 2-3 hours but makes it hell the next 5 or so days.
I also have a lot of responsibility many people depend on me work wise, I have some very big goals (not normal).
Then to make matters worse I'm alone, no family support.
So you could say it's break-up depression, combined with extreme work related stress because the pressure is really high. I'm actually totally burnt out work wise, but don't have the luxury to take a good long break, got things I need to finish first.
Just a really bad period in my life I guess, need to get a grip somehow.
Even writing this is pretty pathetic of me because I'm much stronger than many people I know, but I guess everyone has their breaking point.
You wrote that you got "things" to do yet you are online almost 24/7 and trolling for hours? Don't you have something else to do? I am down with a flu since Thursday (first time in years I am this hard hit there is an epidemic where I live in Europe currently) so I have plenty of time.
BTW I do neither but I do EAT goats (lamb). Do you know the difference? BTW if you have some kind of sick fetish concerning animals just go ahead. You have been quite open with your issues after all.
As I wrote go seek help.