your unforgiveable mistakes of childhood

[DESERT FIGHTER]

almost all of us have some mistakes in our lives. but some mistakes we commit at childhood and they keep hurting us very long times . i have some mistakes but one of my mistake i can not forgive myself until now even after 30 years .

i was some 8-9 years old . my mom send me to bahwalpur a city nearby to bring her Aunty (sister of her father). i happily went there as i was always been sent by family for such works . they just inform me the location and by asking 2-3 guys i reached . she welcome me we have good day then evening she get ready to come with me . suddenly she said she have 2 students of her son what they will eat and how they will sleep alone . she went mosque nearby and bring those two guys too . i still remember one was fair skin fat guy and another dark skin thin with one arm disabled . it seem his arm was dried by some sickness. i did not liked that guy because of his disability . we reached our home at early night and my mom make some good food rice and meat as we have culture . when my mom distribute food she told me to eat with those two guys . i refused and i said no i don't wanna eat with them . she asked why ? i said that guy have bad arm my mom really hurt she shouted me and send me upper portion for sleep without food and i leave . i still feel how bad that guy may think when i refuse to eat with him i was stupid a disable person need our kindness . i left pakistan and return and left again but can not find that poor guy so i can eat with him and apology from him .i wish i meet him one day and apology from him for my behavior of that night . he was poor student from some village whom was living and studding there with aunty of my mom she is dead now . hope one day i meet son of that aunty and ask him about that guy.whenever i remember that day my head go down to shame .

When I was a kid, I refused to sit in a teachers class, coz she was "kali", they called my mother ... and yet infront of all I kept repeating the same.

So this pretty teacher came and asked me if she was pretty and if I would like to sit in her class..

Well I did, and just met her again recently a couple of years back as a grown up man... she asked me the same question..

Also my mother used to spend time with SOS orphans, I hated that and always made a huge drama over it...

That goodness for that rescuer and for you to now have three cats. I adore cats but no longer have them because dogs have all killed them.

I love dogs, but now I have a cat coz my daughter loves kittens.. the bloody cat is making me lose my mind... its hair fall, it sleeps on our bed, its always scratching something, always probing each and everything, always jumping on everything.. have to place the fking litter box in our room... cat food smells like shyt...
And it was I who bought the damn cat.

When I was younger, I had a fight with a kid who was infamous in the area for harassing other kids. Once, coming back from tuition, he proceeded with his antics and ended up being thrown in the dirty nala for his troubles. He came out stinking and with rubbish sticking to his clothes, and although I think he kind of deserved it, I still sometimes wish I can find him and apologise.

He had a tough household, being raised by his grandmother, and he would often wander the streets all day with his friends looking unkempt. Never have been able to find him though.

I fractured a similiar kids leg..

He had like 8 siblings, father was a doctor.. he would do similar shyt and get away... till one day.. me, siblings and parents were sitting in our lawn and this kid decides to throw rocks, which narrowly missed us.

Too bad for him I got pissed real bad... found him outside doing stupid shit, he prolly thought ah what is this 4th grader gonna do.. till i wacked the clown with a log sittin nearby..

 

[jamahir]

it sleeps on our bed

How is that bad ? It's his way of showing affection and trust.

its always scratching something

I see in cat vids that there are scratching posts available for purchase.

always probing each and everything always jumping on everything

By nature they are curious, playful and a bit wild.

have to place the fking litter box in our room

He can be made to do his business in the garden ( if you have it ).

cat food smells like shyt

They like 'chichade', fish, regular meat and boiled egg yolk.

 

[BATMAN]

I couldn't forget and consequently forgive my self for that one event of my youth...
i was placed at point position in field and the best batsman of the opposing team made his shot, ball came flying left of me, but i failed to properly hold on to the ball, my fingers diverted direction of ball and it change it's course, started rolling to deep backward point, where a poor child was watching the game just inside the boundary, ball traveled right up to him and this curious little fellow didn't moved or didn't had the opportunity to move, i came running fast, while picking up the ball, one finger of left hand rub through one of his eye... probably my nail made it worst. Eye of this kid of course got swollen, but since that day, i have bad feeling of that moment and pray forgiveness for having hurt an innocent, yet a poor child, unintentionally. i was a 17 year old youth.
May Allah be kind with me for being such a dimwit for a moment... although i have had daily fights in my street with boys bigger than me and in college, where boys would come back after getting beaten with automatic guns, but got no regrets for those fights.

 

[Sunshine48]

I feel the same. My reason? What I did in the past is so disgusting, so despicable, so unforgiveable that even if I lived 10 lives I could not redeam. If there is god I have already earned a first class ticket in hell. I only hope the almighty forgives. But surely that can't be. If I am forgiven it would make mockery of natural justice and why would evil be stayed? Indeed it would be encouraged.

So what did I do? No comment.

That's so wrong. God can forgive ANYTHING.

In other words, there is no sin which God can't forgive.

 

[BATMAN]

That's so wrong. God can forgive ANYTHING.

In other words, there is no sin which God can't forgive.

All-mightiness of God comes with one of his attribute of being ultimate judge.

So any tyranny we do to the living beings, from the position of authority, will be met with justice.
Take it as my fatwa... so when ever you deal with people from position of authority, play it safe.

 

[Sunshine48]

All-mightiness of God comes with one of his attribute of being ultimate judge.

So any tyranny we do to the living beings, from the position of authority, will be met with justice.
Take it as my fatwa... so when ever you deal with people from position of authority, play it safe.

Yes you are right.

We should have fear as well as hope in God.

 

[Mumm-Ra]

Hit on the daughter of my dad's boss.. Col Cord.
I was talkin to the girl and this kid was hearing on the other intercom..

Next day I see 2 older boys outside my house.. called me outside and started talkin bout the girl in a threatening tone. Told em to fk off.. i was physically imposing even as a teenager.

The next day all her brothers were in my lane.. i stepped up the game level.. it got messy.. thankfully my chacha was home and took care of it..

Hahaha...did you get the girl though?

 

[jamahir]

Scratchin post is useless for this cat.. ut scratches rugs, sofas even curtains.

Do you have a garden with a proper tree ?

Yaar i tried but i dont put the litter in its designated place the cat does it in the house.

For my cats ( including four babies ) I had built a shelter on the terrace. A disused but clean big oil drum covered on three sides by a plastic dome which had a metal frame. On the open side there was a metal grill which was not being used to be put on the compound wall. The grill was to allow the cats to enter the shelter. In front of the grill were some plant pots to allow the babies to run into the shelter because of potential attack from crows.

You can build such a shelter and another for the litter box so that rain doesn't make it wet and overflowing.

Affection my arse, it sleeps right next to iyr baby, i wake up at night to see the fking cat sleeping on babys head, atop the pillow

Like this ? How cute

I dont feed it chichray.. usually boiled chicken and cat biscuits that smell like shyt.

If you feed him chicken why the biscuits too ?

 

[Tom_Cruise]

May Allah be kind with me for being such a dimwit for a moment... although i have had daily fights in my street with boys bigger than me and in college, where boys would come back after getting beaten with automatic guns, but got no regrets for those fights.

Sounds like a normal day in American high schools.

 

[jamahir]

Yeah but dont let the cat out much.. afraid might lose it.

Don't worry, they always come back, even if they have wandered away for a day or two. Except if sadly some dogs have killed them. Years ago I used to shoot at the stray dogs with an air rifle to make them not loiter in the four roads near my house. I said as much on a BBC World Service Radio program ( had invited a reporter on the issue of dogs in my city ). The air rifle put fear into the dogs in my area. Was a risky job because any "animals rights activist" and follower of that accursed Maneka Gandhi could have lodged an FIR with the police.

 

[Pakistani E]

I fractured a similiar kids leg..

He had like 8 siblings, father was a doctor.. he would do similar shyt and get away... till one day.. me, siblings and parents were sitting in our lawn and this kid decides to throw rocks, which narrowly missed us.

Too bad for him I got pissed real bad... found him outside doing stupid shit, he prolly thought ah what is this 4th grader gonna do.. till i wacked the clown with a log sittin nearby..

Can't blame you for that one. It gets raised to another level when family is involved. I hope he learnt his lesson not to throw rocks at other people.

Can't stand bullys.

 

[vishwambhar]

That goodness for that rescuer and for you to now have three cats. I adore cats but no longer have them because dogs have all killed them.

Sad to hear your cats got killed by dogs.... We never let our cats go out.... they always stay inside....

 

[BATMAN]

Sounds like a normal day in American high schools.

Situation may not be very different in Russia as well, my Russian friends have similar tales to tell about their university life.

 

[jamahir]

Sad to hear your cats got killed by dogs.... We never let our cats go out.... they always stay inside....

That's the dilemma. Cats like to take a walk but how to tell them that dogs await outside.