Don't worry I am not at that worse level now, I am not going to commit suicide for Allah's sake. The reason I am disgusted is that the corruption in the society. That for some reason today making me disgusted and yes winter is bliss but it also brings depression for some who are inactive. It is the muslim women who disgust me. I had no problem women working but now I came to a strong conclusion. Women should not work, they should pay attention raising kids, because as women are precious, the kids are too. I will never send my kids to public school Insh Allah. But don't get it wrong. If a woman wants to get Phd that is fine with me, she will be more knowledgeable raising kids. Now this also not applies that all the house work will women do. No! No! No! As woman raise kids, as man are the providers, they will share the household works. I am just disgusted!