Sick of living / Unwilling to die...

[Jaga Badmash]

I am in UAE can't have gun....if in Pak one darra made .30 ease my quest for the next world.

I thought it's teenage emotions wrecking you..

But please don't die bro.. we need you to repel Indian trolls.

No I am not that young and this forums is alive because of Indians believe me.



Social experiment ......Don't took it seriously

@Nilgiri
Bohat Kuti cheez houn mien ..... Skin is hard more than crocodile

 

[Mamluk]

Social experiment ......Don't took it seriously

Knew it.. a sad lifeless loser can't be trolling Indians like you do.

 

[Zibago]

 

[Jaga Badmash]

Knew it.. a sad lifeless loser can't be trolling Indians like you do.

Once someone ask Shaitan tell about you....? He replied THE ONE IN MANY

Mian Ahmed Rattay 100 ko marr kar maray....lolssss

 

[The Sandman]

1 min ke liye to mein bhi sochi par gya tha

 

[Jaga Badmash]

But sad to know that no one here is capable to repel the suicidal member from his / her decision....Seriously need improvement even a serial killer Ted Bundy was a suicide help line manager who himself killed over 130 women.

 

[Counterpunch]

I have many reasons to leave...no body likes me....no one

I would recommend consulting a counselor just for the sake of discussion. Counselor doesn't mean one has to go see a psychologist but a close friend, teacher, elder should do as well.. If you are comfortable sharing you can PM me, we can talk.

When life goes too fast, slow down, pause and see it pass by you. Whenever you chose to join back in, you will realize its never too late and it was always worth the effort getting back in.

And if you are a Muslim try fasting on the day of Arafah (in Pakistan it would be tomorrow)

May Allah bless you!

 

[Jaga Badmash]

1 min ke liye to mein bhi sochi par gya tha

You don't know me I am part time writer I occasionally out my self in character to write in depths of character.

 

[Nilgiri]

I feel Nilgiri world will be more happy without me...I havn't contributed any happiness to this world...I am always unwanted....I feel I am done...

Why dwell on what you have or haven't done.

Focus on what you can do this day forward. First step, be honest with others and with yourself. Not just negative things, but the positive ones too...yes you have them....I know you do....as much as you may have hidden them from yourself. Then work on fixing the negative stuff while remembering and cherishing the positive.

Don't be so selfish to think your life only belongs to yourself....others created and invested in you brother right from your birth to where you are today....you dont get to throw up your hands and decide to quit. But yes only you can control where your life goes.

To this day I blame myself for not being there for two of my close friends, I could not sense they were hurting so badly inside...and I will not describe what they put their loved ones through afterwards because of their rashness. I shed tears just thinking about them.

But I also know of a person who felt she was going nowhere, had nothing to live for anymore and was struggling with even getting up each day...with such a rock crushing her each morning. All because she took various people too seriously....people that took her innocence, youth and openness and exploited it and used her and disposed her.

But she struggled through it, persevered, bit by bit found there are people who will always love her no matter what....and she is on the mend now....graduating from college soon, found her life soul mate and has a promising career in something quite ironic: psychology. It is hard to guess that at one time, she was very close to a desperate way out....she only told me about it and I thank god to this day I talked her out of it. She is my sister after all.

So get busy living bro...put those demons to rest, you are somebody and you have this gift of life....use it, dont throw it away.....for in the end we have no absolute guarantee of what lies after or that we get another chance. Might as well live in the moment to the fullest....and then whatever is beyond us ...let it come then...and deal with it then. Why rush prematurely? For what its worth, I hope you come to your senses bhai. Don't be a quitter for the wrong reasons.

 

[The Sandman]

But sad to know that no one here is capable to repel the suicidal member from his / her decision....Seriously need improvement even a serial killer Ted Bundy was a suicide help line manager who himself killed over 130 women.

Not gonna lie but i actually googled to get some info or tips was thinking of replying to you.

 

[Zulkarneyn]

Find a cause you can fight for, be passionate about

 

[Jaga Badmash]

Not gonna lie but i actually googled to get some info or tips was thinking of replying to you.

Mien Kaam yaab ho gaya since my short story is about a guy who fed up online forum and tries to kill himself..... waoo I am too good and thank you...

 

[Counterpunch]

Why dwell on what you have or haven't done.

Focus on what you can do this day forward. First step, be honest with others and with yourself. Not just negative things, but the positive ones too...yes you have them....I know you do....as much as you may have hidden them from yourself. Then work on fixing the negative stuff while remembering and cherishing the positive.

Don't be so selfish to think your life only belongs to yourself....others created and invested in you brother right from your birth to where you are today....you dont get to throw up your hands and decide to quit. But yes only you can control where your life goes.

To this day I blame myself for not being there for two of my close friends, I could not sense they were hurting so badly inside...and I will not describe what they put their loved ones through afterwards because of their rashness. I shed tears just thinking about them.

But I also know of a person who felt she was going nowhere, had nothing to live for anymore and was struggling with even getting up each day...with such a rock crushing her each morning. All because she took various people too seriously....people that took her innocence, youth and openness and exploited it and used her and disposed her.

But she struggled through it, persevered, bit by bit found there are people who will always love her no matter what....and she is on the mend now....graduating from college soon, found her life soul mate and has a promising career in something quite ironic: psychology. It is hard to guess that at one time, she was very close to a desperate way out....she only told me about it and I thank god to this day I talked her out of it. She is my sister after all.

So get busy living bro...put those demons to rest, you are somebody and you have this gift of life....use it, dont throw it away.....for in the end we have no absolute guarantee of what lies after or that we get another chance. Might as well live in the moment to the fullest....and then whatever is beyond us ...let it come then...and deal with it then. Why rush prematurely? For what its worth, I hope you come to your senses bhai. Don't be a quitter for the wrong reasons.

Very good post, but my friend 'Never has a person calmed down on being told to calm down'

So i think catharsis is the best way out of it, since that's how one usually gets into it as well.. slowly, gradually

 

[Jaga Badmash]

Find a cause you can fight for, be passionate about

I have many I am just kidding Nilgiri as I said my skin is tough than crocodile

 

[RAMPAGE]

You're sick.