Krptonite
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Bhai, you're letting the external affect the internal, it need not be so, if words and actions of others can affect your inner workings, then you would forever be beholden to them and unable to affect change. They have no control over you, recognise that.I wake up every morning betting with Allah swt that society can not be more fukt up as it is. In the face of Allah swt, I always lose.
I go on YouTube and see endless videos of random children talking about blue pill and red pill. Some of them being faggots, while others insulting women.
As an ethnic Punjabi, when I listen to these white faggots insult women my blood boils. My father told me that in our society, the women would build the house using mud clay. My grandmother built our house with her own hands in our village. We live in that house to this day.
This is the society I am living in. The US as a country may be powerful, but it’s a country that is powerless. The new generation is disgusting not only because of their opinions but because of their behavior.
Family values, religion, and the lack of searching for a purpose makes me vomit. I was born in 1990 and the world was becoming such a wonderful place. I was excited.
Today I am absolutely disgusted. I feel like I don’t belong here. I go to work and feel so dissociated with the people I speak with.
People that I speak with seem like the spawn of the devil.
I have gotten married in 2019 and have a child. He seems so happy in Pakistan, I feel like bringing him to the US will **** his mind. In the same token I feel like him living in Pakistan will be no different as the military elite in our country are also faggots and on the payroll of foreign faggots.
Human beings are so fucked in the head they praise AI projects that will replace their own jobs. I can’t even talk to stupid **** people like this.
I don’t know wtf I am doing here on this earth anymore. News songs or movies bring me no joy. American and or western society is no longer exciting because they are on a downward spiral.
I don’t understand wtf I am living life for anymore except that I am a Muslim and suicide is no option. Do I feel suicidal? All the fucking time. Everything disgusts me. When I wake up I feel disgusted. I don’t understand what has happened to me. Is it age or depression or what?
I don’t know wtf is going on. The world has gone crazy but maybe it’s not the world, but just me.
I’m in a very weird place right now. If any of you can relate with me, please show me a way out. I just don’t understand.
The messenger of peace was said to have been sent to the most deplorable of conditions. A society far more decayed and decadent than what is prevalent today.
Through his actions and deeds he showcased not only the rightious path but also a role model to be followed.
Do no bet with the almighty, for he tests those the most whom he considers his nearest. If you wish to become patient he will send scenarios which will test your patience, characteris forged in fire not in wishes. Focus on the day, when you wake up, set a rightious objective for the day that you can follow, be a role model for yours just as the prophet was for his. This way, no matter the filth outside yours would always have a noble reference to follow.
In all, do not be disheartened, for it is not your job to correct society but simply to correct oneself and achieve exultation with your own code of conduct.
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