I live for the after life not this temporary world. Just cause u are too arrogant to submit to God doesnt mean u will not be punished for it. Hope u realise this and repent before u die. U can call urself smart and intelligent as much as u want but it doesnt change a thing. Millions of people before you said the same thing and now they are being tormented in their graves. You are not different nor special. Maybe when you are older u will look for a way to get out the emptiness in your life. You havent even read the Quran yet u claim its not the truth what arrogance that is. May Allah guide you too the truth. Good day.