I wish I knew more people like you brother. I love Pakhtuns more than anyone in Pakistan, but sometimes I get a bit disheartened when I see some Pashtuns from FATA speak about breaking up Pakistan in online Pashtun forums. I know Pakistani Pakhtuns are fiercely patriotic, yet I feel so bad for Pakhtuns, I can't imagine what you must go through everyday. I visited Darra once in the 90's with my friend from the Afridi tribe, & I've loved Pakhtuns every since. I just wish all Pakhtuns feel they are as Pakistani as everyone else. I also feel sad when Afghan Pashtuns don't think of you as 'real Pashtuns' because you support Pakistan, & these Afghan Pashtuns are the most vocal and have the loudest voices. I hope you don't feel alienated from Pakistan either. It is a dream for me to one day go from the Tribal Areas into Afghanistan, when things get better. I want to see Paktia, Kunar, Logar; wrt Mohmand, Orakzai, Kurrum etc. I want to see how the different tribes interact with each other.