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Jinnah made a mistake and I am ashamed of being Pakistani!
By Mahwash Badar Published: May 12, 2014

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I google ‘Pakistan’ on the news and everything that is reported is about death, destruction, squabbling politicians, ailing children, extremists blowing up things and a struggling economy.

Anyone who has ever travelled abroad will tell you that no matter where you go, no matter how developed the country it is that you’re travelling to – if you’re a British national or a Caucasian American, the doors become friendlier. The security becomes less pressurising. Visa queues are shorter. Procedures are simpler.

If you’re a brown Pakistani man (or even woman) who is travelling to another country – that’s a whole other story. You’re working in the Middle East, chances are your salary is just a little bit above the basic working wage – or anything that will get you a bed-space with seven other human beings. Respect is minimal. You’re not supposed to ruffle any feathers. Or demand for rights. Your children are thousands of miles away studying (because you can’t afford education for them here), your wife probably has another job to help make ends meet and your job squeezes every drop of your blood into a tiny container that helps build the skyscrapers and that little container is thrown away quicker than you can say ‘burj’, as soon as your company decides to say bye bye.

Pretty much the equivalent of… well, I don’t know. What is that the equivalent of? What analogy do I draw to represent the utter misery that is being a Pakistani in this super-power dominated world?

As if the current state of the country, what with its years of dictatorship and lack of infrastructure, hasn’t driven us insane enough, there is the added bonus of inviting religious extremists and letting them destroy everything we hold near and dear. Sure, apologists will reason it saying “this is not true Islam” and whatnot. But my question is when – seriously – when do we set aside the debate of what is true Islam and what isn’t?

Let the clerics and the religious scholars sit in their mosques and minibars – oh I meant minbars. But once and for all, eliminate and annihilate the savage, beastly, cowardly, immoral men who buy the bodies of fragile, poverty-stricken, desperate men, strap them with explosives and send them into markets with innocent women and children. Finish these abhorrent elements in the society that attempt to throw us back to the Stone Age.

A recent article in the New York Times reported on the World Health Organisation (WHO) declaration of the polio emergency in Pakistan.

Last year, a polio worker was killed in Peshawar, as well as another who was shot dead in Khyber Agency. Several were kidnapped in Bara. In January this year, gunmen killed three health workers taking part in a polio vaccination drive in Karachi. Not Kabul. Not Sierra Leone. Not Riyadh. Karachi. My heart boils and burns as more devastating news and reports flood the channels. The New York Times article further stated that according to a report, the highest refusal rates for polio vaccination were recorded in wealthy neighbourhoods of Karachi because they had “little faith in public health care”. In North Waziristan, the Tehreek-e-Taliban Pakistan (TTP) have forbidden vaccinations since years. Pakistan thus has 59 polio cases to report, the most of any in the world.

Being a mother, it scares me. It keeps me awake at night. It reminds me that even if I run far far away from the borders of my own land, its demons will continue to haunt me and my future generations. I Google ‘Pakistan’ on the news and everything that is reported is about death, destruction, squabbling politicians, ailing children, extremists blowing up things and a struggling economy.

I raise my eyes to our neighbouring country and see what could have happened if we were still a United India. Maybe we would have been polio free too. We would have been a unified part of a process of being the world’s next big force to reckon with. Of being a part of the next blazing economy.

I find myself deeply wishing that Jinnah hadn’t made this mistake – that he had thought about the future of Pakistan. He didn’t think of the obscurantist mindset that he had propelled forward, the countless millions that died at the hand of this vague agenda that fails to unite us as a nation. I look at the years of struggles that Pakistan faces, the fall of Dhaka, the provincial wars, the stark separatist mindsets and I wonder what Mr Jinnah was thinking when he decided to leave the Indian National Congress (INC).

We share more with our Indian brothers than our ancestral DNA. Our food, language, clothes, lifestyles are more like them than the Arabs we so badly want to mimic and ape. I stare at the green passport with the same self-loathing as the fat 16-year-old girl with pimples on her face who is told that she cannot get married because she will always be blind, diseased and fat and her elder, stronger, prettier, better-educated sister will snag all the good catches because she ended up with the better caretaker after the divorce of their parents.

I am ashamed of being a Pakistani today. I am ashamed that I belong to a country that kills human rights lawyers and sitting governors, and issues death threats to university professors. I am ashamed that we believe in spaghetti monster theories and pie in the sky conspiracies and risk the future of our children. I am ashamed that we have rejected our scientists just because they believe in a different dogma. I am ashamed that we cannot protect our women, we cannot protect our children and we cannot protect our men from the evil that is extremism, fundamentalism and the foolhardy idea that Pakistan is a great nation.
Pakistan is a fledgling, flailing state. And those 59 children, whose legs can never work anymore, the family of Raza Rumi’s driver, those who shed tears for Salman Taseer, for Perveen Rehman, for Rashid Rehman, for Dr Murtaza Haider and his 12-year-old son – every single person who went out to have a normal day and never made it home alive – are all paying the price of the empathy, respect and awe YOU show cowards like Mumtaz Qadri.

So, to every single person who defends their patriotism blindly and their religion with a bullet, I hope you know exactly whose side you are on. I hope you sleep well at night knowing that you are on the side of the murderers.
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Mahwash Badar
A clinical psychologist and movie buff, hopping countries with her son and husband. Permanently in a state of flux. Mahwash blogs at insidedisillusion.wordpress.com/and tweets as @MahwashB (twitter.com/MahwashB)


 
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I haven't seen a single Pakistani yet who wishes they were still united with India... though I'm sure there are a few. I don't how it would've benefited people much apart from the better economy (which also was a recent boom in India)
 
Whoever is ashamed of being a pakistani I only have a few words for them. Renounce your pakistani citizenship & get the f out. Good riddance to such people.

Despite all the trials, tribulations, problems etc a true pakistani will never be ashamed.

PAKISTAN Zindabad.
 
Most great nations have faced great challenges in their formative years. That does not justify a defeatist mentality as displayed in the article . If Germany had nazism should it have cried to be desolved the way it was before? If US had civil rights issues, should Martin Luther King have advocated reverting to British crown? If France faced reign of terror during French revolution, would it be ok to wish that they should have returned to the decedent monarchy? The answer to all these questions is no. Same as it is to wish the young nation of Pakistan away. We will overcome all our challenges like all the other great nations of the world.

Who judges who is a "true Pakistani" and who is not?

Not the one who is ashamed of being a Pakistani.
 
Pakistan is ashamed to have such low life Citizens like you Mahvash Badar. Please don't feel ashamed, just leave Pakistan and don't let the door hit your fat rear on the way out. Do not return. Pakistan is better off without scum like yourself.
 
If Germany had nazism should it have cried to be desolved the way it was before?
I've thought about that, too. Maybe that would have been the best course.

If US had civil rights issues, should Martin Luther King have advocated reverting to British crown?
I doubt that would have helped. But for Pakistan, Pakistan can indeed invite back the British, if it so wishes. The Queen could once again appoint a governor-general to exercise, as in Canada, the royal prerogative of calling bureaucrats to account. I can't see how that wouldn't help - if the Brits picked a lawyer and human rights activist rather than another Jinnah - but I'm not sure it would suffice, either.

If France faced reign of terror during French revolution, would it be ok to wish that they should have returned to the decedent monarchy? The answer to all these questions is no.
The French DID go back to the decadent monarchy! And 150 years before that, the Brits reverted from a republic to constitutional monarchy and just about everyone was happier for it!

Same as it is to wish the young nation of Pakistan away. We will overcome all our challenges like all the other great nations of the world.
You're taking "great" as axiomatic, whereas the author severely calls that label into question.
 
I haven't seen a single Pakistani yet who wishes they were still united with India... though I'm sure there are a few. I don't how it would've benefited people much apart from the better economy (which also was a recent boom in India)

Being an Indian, I am glad Jinnah created Pakistan otherwise his entire incompetent Muslim League was going to bring disaster for India. @LURKER what do you think.
 
Mahwas Badar, some of your points are true and we collectively as a people should act upon them. You're right about the ravages of terrorism, the idiocy of religious despots, the stagnant growth in Pakistan and so on. But to question the mental state of our father Jinnah, to say Pakistan was/is a mistake, is treason plain and simple.

You see Mahwash there are countless people who are working towards a better life for each and every Pakistani. People, who unlike your glamorous self, have been through testing times. Be it they have lost loved ones through a terrorist strike or wondered where the next meal come from, whilst their children cry from hunger pains. But the essential difference between them and you is that they carry on their endeavours, with the burning flame of patriotism for their fatherland alive in their hearts. They know every nation has gone through a baptism of fire and emerged better for it. It's with this ideal they carry on and they haven't given up hope or ran for the hills at the slightest turn for the worst.

So Mahwash feel free to spit upon the nation and culture that defines you as a person. You may run from it, but as you said yourself "respect is minimal" and your identify will always catch up with you.

Now I'm also at a loss as to why you haven't moved over to India, which you so fondly talk of. After all that is the benchmark you measure us against. Time to make a stand Mahwash and detach yourself from us forever, I can assure you your loss will not be mourned. But then again you won't right, after all in your own words "hoping countries with her son and husband in a permanent state of flux", is so much more fun.......
 
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