Ohh boohoo go have a cry, you sound like you feel you have an entitlement to Indian girls.
If you can't change then you know the reason why you will remain a bachelor. Or maybe an arranged marriage with a girl back home who doesn't know what you're like until a few weeks into the marriage?
I'm an Indian girl and I'm going out with a Chinese dude.
And this is because (especially FOBs) Indian guys, (I'm not even counting Pakistani guys, they don't even think women are human) are chauvinistic pigs stuck in the 1850's where they expect the woman to be everything from personal sex...