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Yes I feel too as if Allah has forgotten me. That's why I read Surah ad-Dhuha (read with translation. Surah 93). I went to college today and saw Doctor but I was too low to see counsellor. I'll try and see on Monday if I get strength. It's been nearly 30 hours since I woke up and my last sleep...

Hello brother Yes I met doctor today. I'm feeling better Alhumdulillah. Just I have 9 hours more to stay up before I sleep. Eating is still a problem but eventually I will eat :) I figured I can swallow liquid stuff more easily than chewy stuff. Thanks to everyone for advice.

Welp, the counsellor I wish to see isn't available for 2 weeks. I'll follow the advice here meanwhile.

Yes it's what I needed. When you're in middle of ocean, first step is to be not drowned. Think about reaching the sea level instead of reaching the shore. I made couple new friends in class over past two weeks. There isn't lack of friends. I'm smart guy and they always find friends (homework...

Hello brother It's not about getting back what I gave. It's more complicated. I just wanted to get out kechar from my inside because I was really down. In few hours I'll hit college and I'll share personal problem with professional counsellor, which is bound to be more helpful. Personal...

Brother, I'm not rich. I gave all my money away for happiness of others/someone else.

I love kitkat or any chocolate. It's just I feel a bit of stomach emptiness but I don't feel like eating and I can't even sleep. I've to wake up at 8 for my class and it's 4 right now. I hope I sleep soon and wake up fresh. If I miss one class, 4% my term grade is gone so an A- becomes B+ for...

Can't even eat a kitkat :(

It's not that I'm a bad student. Over the past few semesters I've been getting mostly 80-85%+ But now it's the fear of doing worse because of problems I'm preoccupied with.

It's not that they leave, it's that I withdraw. For example few weeks ago I saw my friends and I was more grieved over withdrawing myself the good times we had than the chance of going over what we're up to today or the good times we had.

The army public school that has 130 students killed is the school I went to few years before the event. I rather die a brutal death then hear others.

Yes I read few guides and they said promise for 24 hours not to do something. I haven't promised but tomorrow morning I'll see counsellor. I just wanted to uncloud my mind here for time being without doing any potential harms. I still have a bit of sanity left.

I'm a student. What makes depression worse is fear of failure. Next year I'm transferring to university (second best undergrad school in Canada). But thoughts are overcoming me and I can't focus on studies. I think I'll fail and won't get into university. As mentioned in initial post, things...

I've climbed trees, went for shikar. I just did umra this year and was on vacation for a whole month. I was depressed before as well, thought the month long vacation will work. But from a shallow river I feel like going towards ocean.

1) me and them 2) third 3) nice try at joke. 4) 20s

I had a good life in high school. Then I withdrew lost friends. Made friends again but I keep withdrawing myself. It's not lack of friendship, it's lack of continuation. My problem would be easy if someone told me hey make friends it'll do you good and I'd say why I didn't think of that. It's...

Haven't eaten pretty much all day and I feel like throwing up when eating. I've been on some strong pain killers but I stopped

It's anonymous so I felt like posting... When you feel like dying? What you do? I know how millions and in worse situation than me. Someone lost a son today (badaber airbase attack). So I feel that I'm in better shape as I have lost no one. But what's making my depression worse is I've a...

It can be PTI stronghold as well. If PTI has no support here, why bother telling it's voters to vote JI? I would not vote JI but only will if PTI asked me to because other choice was PPP. But based on politics of PTI, it lost its potential vote and it didn't go to JI, hence in an essence PTI...

PPP was backed by multi party. We have seen how parties won local elections. If they unite, they can be threat to PTI. Why did bilour win NA1 after being defeated by Imran initially? In Canada we have elections. Harper has done great job, but people want to see him gone just for the sake of...