If only you could achieve that in reality - all that you can do is vent at women or kill innocents at best.Terrorizing transgressors and oppressors is what we do.
As for future: Abu Huraira reported Allah's Messenger (ﷺ) as saying:
The world is a prison-house for a believer and Paradise for a non-believer. - Sahih Muslim 2956
We don’t seek a future in this temporary world, rather our future is in the next world.
Ofc someone like you won’t be able to comprehend but, unlike you, we don’t wish death for a fellow Muslim rather we pray to Allah that Allah guides them.
May Allah guide your lost soul
Then like a chameleon change colors and drop a verse or hadiath like chameleons do with their tail to distract predators and run away